Stressing big time!!

Hi all,
I don't know why but I have been stressing so much this week and it shouldn't be this way because I am on Spring Break. With setting up pages for the school newspaper to trying to find my favorite jacket, I don't know which is stressing me more; or maybe its a combo of both. To be honest, I think its my jacket thats stressing me more. It may seem so minuscule to be stressing over finding a jacket but to me its so much more. Lately, I have been forgetting a lot more stuff. I am remembering to do things at the last minute and sometimes I remember to do things when it is too late. I am scared that me forgetting things will lead into something so much more. What if I am getting memory loss? I am only 20 years old, its too early for me to be forgetting things like this. I have been praying to find my jacket not only because I just want my jacket but I have been beating myself about this for so long. I keep telling myself that I am stupid for loosing clothes. I have been calling myself stupid a lot and I think that is what is making it worse. It has gotten to a point that I am crying over this. So stupid, right? Majority of today was spent crying over where my jacket is and then the other part of today was telling myself that I am stupid for loosing or forgetting something. See now that I am thinking about my jacket again, I have started to cry again. I know I will find it somewhere but it is just killing me that I don't know where it is. If it is at school, I hope it stays where ever it is until I get to it. If it is at someones house, than I hope they or I will find it soon because I would like to stop telling myself that I am stupid. It may seem so simple but if you call all pray that I find my jacket, that would be great!

Thanks and I will keep you all updated!